Gracias

It's that wonderful time of year again! The time when we celebrate my hobby: eating!

Ahhh, Thanksgiving, one of my favorite times of the year, where eating until the brink of vomiting is encouraged, and being lazy is welcomed into any home - at least any home I've been in. I am thankful for the gargantuan turkey Greg will prepare in a few hours, thankful for Gina inviting us into her home for the holiday, and thankful for so much more! So, in keeping with this grand holiday tradition of giving thanks (we'll ignore all the sad parts with the Native Americans getting screwed), I'd like to list a few things that I am so very grateful for...

Family:

- Of course, familia. Numero uno in my book. I forget to call, I move hours and hours and hours away, I don't write, I rarely send little gifts or notes to simply state "I'm thinking of you, and I love you". I'm pretty bad at keeping in touch actually, but THEY STILL LOVE ME. This I know. No matter how much time or distance, my family will always be the love of my life. My brother and sister are the best people in the world, and without them in my life, I would be broken. My father has sacrificed more than I will ever know to keep me safe, with a roof over my head, food in my mouth, and as happy as I could be, even through our most troubling times. My mom...she is a special one, shall we say? For all the tears and heartbreak, I still know that no one on this earth will ever love me more than she does, and one day I hope we will both know how to share this love with each other to the best of our abilities. Let's not forget all the rest: aunts, uncles, cousins, in-laws, nieces and nephews - they are ALL important to me. Whether is was early on in my life, with my older cousins watching over me and playing with me, or more recent with new babies and milestones, there's a cherished memory with each family member - all 1,000 of them ;o)

- Getting a little more specific: I am thankful that my sister never stops letting her kids know who I am. I breaks my heart some days, being so far from my niece and nephews, but my sister is so good at telling those kids who I am, and how much I love them. I hope that one day I will be just as good at letting them know myself, but for now, I am so grateful that when I do get to see them, they run to me with open arms and without hesitation.

- Let's not forget Greg. I love him for who he is. He loves me for who I am. If there's ever a rough moment for us, we keep trying, instead of giving up, and we truly respect one another. There are always other fish in the sea, but every day, I choose him and he chooses me. It's as simple as that. Go rugby team.

- My friends in Oregon. It took me a while to get adjusted to living so far away from who and what I knew. I've made some pretty phenomenal friends along the way. Gina, Brook and Eek - I am thankful for the crazy little family we've created up here. I'd be lost without you girls.

- My cat. Call me a crazy cat lady, but Edgar is my baby. Seventeen years - over half of my life - this fuzzy little fatty has been a with me. This morning, I threw a blanket over my shoulders, scooped Edgar up into my arms, went downstairs and shared a quiet cuddly moment. We have a lot of these moments, and I am thankful for every single one.

- Bacon. I will always be grateful for bacon. Not only does it taste DELICIOUS, but it has become a topic of conversation between me and so many people. They know me for bacon. It's a good ice-breaker.

- My job. Despite all the growing corporate drama, I love my job. I am thankful to have one at all. But seriously, I get to draw for a living. Granted, I don't get to be as creative as I want to be, nor do I get to show "my" style, but I get to use paint, and markers and sometimes even glitter spray, and that's pretty rad. Besides, if I got to show my own style, the store would be filled with dancing poop, blood & guts, and way more sarcastic bullet points - probably not the best marketing.

- I am thankful for the desire to never stop creating. Now I've got to work on the actual drive, but that want is still there, and with as many times as I've ignored this desire to draw, write, paint, act, whatever it may be, that tiny little flame to be imaginative hasn't died out.

- I am thankful for my silliness. I like poop jokes. I laugh when I fart, or when anyone farts for that matter. Call me juvenile, or call me immature. I will always dance goofy, talk in weird voices, and giggle at inappropriate times.


Well, that's my list. There's a lot more to be thankful for, but if I listed it all, this post would never end. Every day I find something to be thankful for. Every healthy day my grandmother has, I am grateful. Every day that goes by where my cat doesn't have a seizure, I give thanks. Every shining moment in life - be it grand (like being able to take a great vacation - next up: Ireland) or small (There's a can of crab in my fridge with my name all over it!) I am truly grateful for all of it. Life can really suck sometimes, and if we don't recognize all the little moments of greatness, it can break us. I hope to always try and find every little moment in life that reminds me to give thanks.